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GAY COUPLES: FROM EX-BOYFRIENDS TO EX-EX-BOYFRIENDS
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Hi Project. I noticed that in the Forum there are several posts about the ex-boyfriends and on this topic I would like to tell you about my experience.

I’m no longer a boy, I’m 42 years old and in my life I have had a few guys, not a collection, but a small group, four in all. My first story was not started by me but by my partner who was then twenty while I was thirty. If I think about it, after such a long time, I tend to see above all the positive aspects of all this, but in reality there were also many problems, many doubts, and I often felt the desire to run away because of my insecurity, but he never allowed me it. 

He had a vision of sex far from mine, that is, for him sex was a very strong drive and this fact at first shocked me because I didn't feel at his level, but he had chosen me, he trusted me, or rather he had bet on me, he was patient, he made me overcome my doubts and involved me in his most intimate world. 

I remember unforgettable nights spent making love in a truly overwhelming way, it was a thing I never imagined I could experience, then the time of the crisis came, he told me that he needed peers and I encouraged him to go his way. I didn't want to get rid of him, I just didn't want him to feel forced. So we broke up, but always keeping a red wire of connection. 

He was neurotic but lovable, deeply honest. He never had sex for purposes that were not affective or sexual, I mean that he never had sex for complacency, that is, to look strong, he used to value the guys for what they were as guys without taking into account social positions or studies or things of this kind, if he didn't like a guy, he used to send him  to hell without thinking twice about. 

In short, we kept a minimum of relationship between us has and, if I must be sincere, even a minimum of sex, especially in the periods when he was alone and depressed. After him I met three other guys, good guys, for heaven's sake, but I was not in love with them, for me my first boyfriend remained the fixed idea, my fantasies were always focused on him. Sex with the other guys was not in the least comparable to that I had had with him and furthermore he had a very strong character, he had never accepted compromises in order to save his quiet living, or he really wanted something, by his choice, or he would not have done it for any reason. 

But now let’s go straight to the core of the story. I hadn't heard from him for at least two months and it worried me a little, I missed him, not for sex, and I say it honestly, but just as a person, even if he has never been very expansive. 

A week ago he calls me completely unexpectedly and makes me a sexual proposal, I say yes, we meet and "with an eye to prevention" we spend a truly enchanting night together, not only of sex but of intimacy, telling each other our most hidden thoughts and fears, he talks to me about the guys he has had and I tell him that I was very happy to hear him and not just for sex and he replies: "Me too!" Very rare statement for someone like him, then he asks me: "Why did the two of us broke up?" I answer: "Because you needed your peers!" and he looks at me and says: "All bullshit!"

In the morning, before leaving, he said: "Now I have to go to work, I’ll contact you soon!” I can't deny you that this response made me happy! We loved each other, I think there was above all a deep mutual esteem between us. In short, the ex-boyfriends can also become ex-ex-boyfriends, and I think it's happening!

MP
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